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Well... honestly, I'm not doing too well right now. It's been a tough week. I've been feeling more depressed each day. Everyday has been a struggle. I am losing hope and lacking faith. I don't know how much longer I can go on, I can't keep pretending I'm okay because I'm not. Treatment for the eating disorder doesn't seem like it will work, I don't think I can do it. I don't feel like I'm progressing at all. I just want to give up, but I know I shouldn't... it just doesn't seem like anything is getting better though and when things do get a little better, things just start to get worse again, it never actually gets better.